Ever since I can remember, I always wanted to run a marathon. I had run a couple half-marathons. I either needed to go faster or farther--farther is MUCH easier. At the age of 36, I got the brilliant idea of running "four before forty." I completed my fourth marathon last fall--at the age of 39 (and a half). I really struggled to fit the four weekly workouts in--I've very slow (if I ever break 10 minute pace on any distance, I'm thrilled).
After the marathon , I basically didn't run for six months. I started almost feeling sorry for myself: no desire, no motivation, no mileage. A year ago I was running 2+ hour runs; now I'm struggling to do three?!?!?! This week I FINALLY felt I completed my first decent week since restarting running. I didn't dread the beginning of every run. Making myself attend a running group helped. I am no where near where I was (which still isn't saying much), but I'm happy with how I feel.
Running a marathon skews your perseption of running distances. You forget how walking a 5K can be a very admirable goal. You forget how exciting it was when you ran five miles for the first time; that distance is a "short" run during marathon training. You forget the pride you feel running your first "double-digit" run. I never was a super exercisor--I only ran four days a week (I am a self-proclaimed "under-achiever exerciser").
This week I came to terms that a "good week" doesn't necessarily require a PR or high mileage. After this week's epiphany, I am content with where I am. Now, what excuse can I use to get out of running group tonight . . . ha! ha!
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